Agness Marie Stiener Ayer Matthews

This is my lovely Grandma. I love her so much. I have missed her to very much. She has not died but is totally bed ridden. I love her so much. Love you Grand ma.

Sad Day.

This was a sad day. I was so sad that day. I had to say goodbye to him. We started out that day and it was sunny. Then the higher in elevation we went we in countered snow. Cold Cold Cold. I miss him. Well we went to Fish lake and Spread his ashes at the boat Ramp. It was a tearful day and mom was rushing through it. She is running through her grieving and not dealing with it. Now she is taking is out on me and I am having a very hard time dealing with it.

My dad was a butt. Yes you read right a butt. He was so head strong that he was going to do it his way or no way. He had been on parole a couple of times. First time that I remember was when he beat my mothers father almost to a pulp in front of me.

I was so scared and upset. Man It brings me to tears even now. Well I will blog some thing Else soon. Mildred